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Thursday, June 02, 2005

Hey All

I really shouldn't be writing this late since tomorrow morning my sister is graduating at 9am and we have to be there at 8:30, but I just wanted to share something that has been really heavy on my heart lately...

This morning I had been out with my sister helping her get stuff ready for her graduation, and then we came home were watching movies and I decided to walk down to the mailbox to get the mail, which I NEVER do....my mom usually gets it on her way home from work. Anyway, I got the mail and was flipping through it and I noticed this really ragged, wrinkled envelope that we addressed to me. I opened it and pulled out what was inside and it was a card/ progress report from the little boy I sponsor from Zambia, (which is a country in Africa)....his name is Stenwel and he's almost 3. I opened up the booklet and there was a new picture of him that had been taken a few weeks ago! As soon as I saw the picture, I started crying!! He's the cutest little guy I've ever seen...with the brightest smile in the world....and I can tell he has such a big heart. I've been sponsoring him for about 9 months and besides for the picture that was given to me when I signed up to sponsor him, that was the first picture of him that I've ever received. In the booklet was also updates on his health, hobbies and schooling.

The thing that really got to me about reading about "my little boy" who lives an ocean away is that God couldn't have sent this to me at a more unique time when He had already been speaking to me about little Africian children...

Last week I saw the movie Hotel Rwanda for the first time and it totally opened my eyes and heart to the needs in other nations that we in this country don't even have any idea exist. My heart goes out to the little children in those lands whose eyes are always so alive with hope, and yet they are living with practically nothing compared to us in this nation who take things like clean water, food, and medicine for granted when the poor are dying with out them every day.

I was talking to a friend of mine tonight who has been to Africa and has seen firsthand all the pain and suffering those families and children live with every day and I was sharing with her the burden in my heart for them, and she said that I had a real "missionary heart." That really got me thinking of what the Lord could possibly want me to do with this passion I have for those people. Maybe He wants me to move to Afica as a missionary? It would definitly be scary and would take a step of faith, but who am I to put limits and boundaries on God's plans for me? All I know is that when I look at that picture of little Stenwel, I see hope and I see joy....I see a little boy that the Lord loves and He despretley wants him to know it.

Ever since I saw Hotel Rwanda I had been seriously praying about one day adopting an orphan from Rwanda and I know that's what the Lord's leading me to do....I can't wait to show my future little adopted child the love that Jesus has for him or her

Well, that might have all be totally confusing....sorry! It was basically just me sharing a little of my heart!...I just don't know how to describe the things in my heart sometimes.....I'm just about the burst with love for those children and I just needed to share it!

Love you all!!

Stac

 


Tuesday, May 24, 2005

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Hitch (Fullscreen Edition)
By Will Smith, Eva Mendes, Kevin James (III)
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Imagine going to heaven and standing by God as He lovingly shows you the calendar of His plan for your earthly life. It begins with the day you are born. Once you received Christ as Savior, every day that follows is outlined in red. You see footprints walking along through each day of each week of your life. On many of the days, two sets of footprints appear. You inquire: "Father, are those my footprints on the calendar every day and is the second set of prints when you joined me?

He answers, "No, My precious Child. The consistent footprints on your calendar are Mine. The second set of footprints are when you joined Me."

"Where were you going, Father?"

"To the destiny I planned for you, hoping you'd follow."

"But, Father, where are my footprints all those times?"

He answers, "Sometimes you went back to look at old resentments and habits while I was still going foward, hoping you'd join Me. Sometimes, you departed from My path and chose your own calendar instead. Other times, your footprints can even be seen on another person's calendar because you thought you liked their plan better. At other times, you simply stopped because you would not let go of something you could not take with you to the next day."

"But, Father, we ended up OK even if I didn't walk with You every day, didn't we?"

He holds you close and smiles, "Yes, Child, we ended up OK. But, you see, OK was never what I had in mind for you."

"Father, what are those golden treasure boxes on certain days?"

"Blessings, My child, I had for you along the way. Those that are open are those you received. Those still closed were the days you did not walk with Me."